Actually, no I can’t. Ha, it’s the same lame excuse everyone uses. School has been ridiculous. The days have been going by like they’re only an hour.. Gosh. After school I’ve been either helping out around the house, doing homework (which is rare because I’m a nerd and never have homework) studying for tests, cleaning my room (pig sty!) hanging out with my boyfriend, getting my correspondence course done, etc etc. Surprisingly, with myself being so tired and played out every day I’ve been getting good grades, the teacher actually almost begged me to be a Pre Calc and Applied tutor. Ha, I find that funny. (:

So, I’m thinking I need a new layout.. one for Halloween—or something. I’m just not sure. I’ll fool around in Paint Shop Pro and see what comes out (:

ALSO, if any of you guys have an iPod Touch or iPhone and have an app called Instagram, you should follow me (: My username is Braandee, so y’all should follow me! (:

I went school shopping today! It was ridiculous because I had $80 and I only spent $30.. I still have $50 left, that’s unusual. I usually buy stuff I don’t need and whatnot.. This time, we had school supplies left over from last year, so it was okay. I only got a binder, 5 notebooks, 3 packages of pens, and 3 packages of white out.. The guy at the till asked me if I made a lot of mistakes. I laughed, and said “Yep! That’s me!” I felt like such a tool. He was kind of cute.. but typical boy staring at my -

ANYWAY! I haven’t really been updating lately because for some reason when I go to my websites, check them, then try to go to my fanupdate, my server just goes down. It really bugs me because then it’s down for like 20 minutes then I forget all about it. whatever, I’m updating now!

(: I’ve made a couple of layouts and such but I haven’t really been uploading them and adding them.. I think I added a couple of new tutorials a while ago and forgot to blog about them.. Oh well. Just adding to the list anyway! The people that come here for that stuff will notice. (:

Well, yesterday, as well as the day before that, I was having a Harry Potter Marathon with my best friend Jess! It was amazing, and it was also the very first time that I saw The Half-Blood Prince. The marathon was actually amazing. We had to rent a few, like the third one as well as the fifth one, but it was all good. (: I’m honestly thinking about reading the books—are they better than the movies? I’d kind of like to know beforehand so I’m not wasting my time.. I do love to read, don’t get me wrong, but I don’t want to waste my time on a whole series just to figure out the movies were better. I guess it is all just opinions too, but we’ll see.

Now… onto another topic! Relating to my last blog post about my ex boyfriend, lately’s been kind of worse because I’m home. He comes by everyday for lunch (he works in town, and he lives out of town so he has nowhere to go. Lame excuse) and talks to me, but it seems every time he talks, all that comes out is “I miss you, I love you, please give me one last chance. I can change..” yadda yadda yadda. Honestly, I’m breaking in I think. I know I shouldn’t, and I won’t, but I’m getting softer. I guess all of the crying and stuff is really getting to me—like he cries, and literally begs me to get back with him. He actually begged on his knees, once. I just feel really bad. His life is crap at home and he has no friends except for me, so who is he going to turn to when he has a problem? Of course it’s me, and the problem IS me. Ahhh, teenage life. Fun.

Why does breaking up with someone have to be so hard? I get it that I’ve been in this relationship for a year and 9 months, but he doesn’t give up. I’ve been fighting with him for 3 or 4 days already about this.. Anyways, our relationship has been going downhill since about 7 months into dating, holy crap I’ve wasted a lot of my time with this bullshit, I know. But I just feel so bad. I’m ripping his heart into a million mini pieces, but he’s done worse to me. He’s making it worse to himself though because he keeps texting me, and all that I’m doing is hurting him even more. Like what the hell am I supposed to do? He’s also threatening to commit suicide, but I don’t think he’d do it. It still scares me, you know? Thinking about it is just scaring me. I do care about him, lots, but I can’t take his crap anymore. Like I’ve been abused mentally and physically, he’s lied to me, he tried to get back with his ex girlfriend while we were dating, he accuses me of doing things that are absolutely crazy (eg. cheating on him, smoking pot, etc.) and to top all of that off, he’s very possessive. I mean like no talking to boys, no talking to friends, don’t hang out with anyone but him, don’t talk to your mom about us, stuff like that.

I just don’t know what to do anymore. It’s hard. To add to my pile of stress with him, my dog died as you know, (R.I.P. Odessa ) and I’ve lost one of my friends due to a girl he likes. She’s like Daniel. She doesn’t like him talking to girls, and we text like every day, well—we used to. Now I’m not allowed to talk to him. Shitty deal.

So, I’m in Winnipeg with my sister to get a little break from everything (kind of, I still have my cell phone which doesn’t help, but my parents text me so I can’t exactly turn it off) and so far it’s been HOT HOT HOT! The temperatures here have been like 34+ and my sister doesn’t have AC, and she’s on the top floor in an apartment. I feel so greasy, haha.

Talk later guys!

EDIT
I’ve added a new header, as well as two tutorials. Go check ‘em out!

Well guys, I won’t be updating until about… Sunday? Tomorrow we’re having a huge barbecue at the house with all of my family, then I’ll have more cousins staying at my house, so, I won’t have time! I’ll update when I get back, I promise!

Well! Today’s going to be a crazy day! My mom’s side of the family came out for my Grandpa’s birthday and we’re having a barbecue at my auntie’s house. All of my relatives are coming basically, even the ones from the states! Gosh, and they all DROVE! Imagine that, gosh that would be a long drive. It’s their choice though!


The only thing is, is I’m not really fond of my cousins. I mean-it’s not their fault that they’re mentally unstable, and by that, I mean one of my cousins almost drowned when he was about 2 because my auntie was busy flirting with a freaking 16 year old.. Yeah, 16 years old flirting back with a freaking 30 something year old while her son was drowning. Yeah, they’re not together anymore. ALSO, his brother was dropped on his head when he was younger, which shook up his brain pretty bad.. That was also by the same person.


Back to the point, they just kind of get on my nerves. It’s not how they talk or anything, like I’m not like that, it’s just what they do sometimes. They’re known to steal, especially from family, and they’ll be staying at my house. Also, they follow you around like a little puppy (they’re all over 18 & graduated, by the way) AND leave their garbage everywhere. My girl cousin (goodness, I’m not saying names, it’s bad enough that I’m ranting about my own family! It has to come out sometime though, it’s my blog after all..) had a chocolate bar in my room. She licked the wrapper and left enough chocolate on it to stick it to my dresser. She stuck it to my dresser, all covered in drool and chocolate. Yeah, thanks.

At the time she was 17, and there’s nothing wrong with her brain-wise, so what’s so wrong with picking it up and putting it in the garbage? I understand that she may do that at the house that she lives in, but you’re at someone else’s house, shouldn’t you respect that and help out a little? It’s kind of rude not to, you know. I guess I should have just said “Hey, put that in the garbage.” but I didn’t, because she’s older than me and I would feel weird telling her what to do. I definitely should have though, because it’s my room. -.- Agh!

Well, I got my laptop back and running! BUT, all of the downloads are so slow, and I lost all of my programs. Now I’m searching frantically trying to find Jasc Paint Shop Pro 9, but no such luck. Anyone have a download link?

I’m at my sisters babysitting, so I can’t really blog a whole big one. Sorry! I will maybe edit this bog tonight and add more. (:

MY GOSH DARN HARD DRIVE CRASHED ON MY LAPTOP.

How sucky is that?! I’m actually on hold with HP right now, but luckily I still have warranty on my laptop. Goodness, it has to be totally wiped! I’m so upset about this, I have all of my music on there, my pictures, my website files, my programs, my everything. They’re sending me a new hard drive and a disc. Great. (sarcasm.)

Okay, maybe I’m being a bit dramatic, but my computer is my life. I spend pretty well all of my free time on my laptop unless I’m with my boyfriend or my friends. I’m an absolute computer nerd.


Agh! I have to find my programs again, and I guess get my files off of my FTP, blah blah blah. Whatever. I’m basically saying that I won’t be updating until my laptop is back, but I’ll probably come back on my mom’s laptop while it’s gone. I’m actually blogging from my mom’s laptop, so yeah.


Comments are welcome, though! I WILL be checking for comments, but I won’t be updating the layout or anything.

BY THE WAY, for Canadians, Happy Canada Day!

I made a new layout, to be honest, I don’t really like it. At all. I actually think it’s quite ugly. Why did I put up you ask? Simply because I don’t like the other one either. Haha. (: Oh well, it’s here! It’s featuring Nina Dobrev, and the credits are on the sidebar!

So, on a different note, I now have blue and pink in my hair. Here’s some pictures:

What do you think?

Hey guys! Hopefully you visited my forum, hint hint. I’m working on a new theme, but I’m not so sure how I’d make the background.

So, lately everything’s been crazy! My last day of school was today, which is awesome. I didn’t go this afternoon, though. I was feeling really sick this morning but I got my sick butt out of bed and went for the morning, but now it’s creeping up on me again. I only had Math and Art, and I’m completely done in both of those subjects. I already have my math review for my exam as well, and my final mark is 90% anyway. I love math, I’ll go great on the exam, I’m sure.

I’m thinking if I don’t win iTurtle’s domain contest I’m just going to buy another one, I’m not sure though. It’s really cheap, I already have a name for it and everything too. I might actually buy it tonight, to be totally honest. I’m still deciding though. I’m not sure what I want to have on it! But I know I want another domain.

So, I made a new layout! It’s only temporary, I’m going to make another one. I really want to start updating my graphics on this site though, now that it’s basically summer break I’m thinking I can do that!

It took a couple of days, but I made a forum! You guys should join, tell people about it, and hopefully it’ll take off with at least a little community! It’s still a work in progress but hopefully it will be fully done by the end of this month! I’m hoping to make a lot of new themes so there’s a lot to choose from. Hopefully all of my work won’t be going down the drain!

Gosh, everything’s been so crazy lately! Exams are next week, but thankfully we only have one exam to write. Our Social teacher decided to be a nice guy and just give us a project, because honestly, we’d all fail the exam He’s a pretty hard marker, so it’s absolutely ridiculous. Oh well!

So, lately I’ve been missing a lot of school. I have a chest infection, and it’s not very fun, and what really makes me mad, is I can’t really go to school and cough on everyone and spread my infection, but the exams are next week like I said above! I STILL can’t believe that it’s almost summer, but I’m very thankful that it’s soon. I already picked my courses for next year, and I didn’t pick any fun ones I picked the math courses, because I actually want to either become an accountant, or a math teacher when I’m older. So I picked Pre Calculus and Applied, as well as a correspondence course, which is retailing. The great thing about correspondence courses are if I’m done early, I get a spare. I’m excited for that, plus I actually WANT to take the course. I think it’d be cool!

Talk soon!]]> http://www.just-lovely.net/index.php?id=33#comments http://www.just-lovely.net/fanupdate/rss-comments.php?id=33 61 brandee_leanna@hotmail.com (Just Lovely) http://www.just-lovely.net/index.php?id=32 http://www.just-lovely.net/index.php?id=32 Fri, 10 Jun 2011 09:00:00 +0400 Hey guys! I'll be VERY busy from now on! I have a surprise for the website! :) It might take a little while though - I'm not entirely sure how to work it, but I'll get the hang of it! talk later! :) Hey guys! I’ll be VERY busy from now on! I have a surprise for the website! It might take a little while though—I’m not entirely sure how to work it, but I’ll get the hang of it!

talk later!

So, there was a liquidation at Stitches in the mall, and we spent about $130 there. EVERYTHING we got was $10 each or less, it was awesome I got 6 tops, plus we went to bluenotes and I got a sweater (which my older brother stole from me. I like to buy from the guys section. :3). I also got new lip rings and such, this is how it looks!

Sorry if the image is big,

I have to get to school, bye!

If you absolutely need to get a hold of me, e-mail me at brandee_leanna@hotmail.com

Well well well! I feel quite bad, It’s been a while since I last updated. I have an excuse for about 2 weeks of it (possibly a week and a half, I don’t know.) That excuse is, out internet was down. We’re on a local provider, and everything’s been flooding. So, I guess one of the hydro polls were half way under water, and that screwed everything up! Our phone wasn’t even working properly-we couldn’t call anyone, but they could call us. Weird, and our TV was working (it’s all the same company), but oh well. At least it’s working now.

This is a short blog, sorry!

Site pet from Jayy

For those of you who don’t know what COD:MW2 is, it’s Call of Duty: Modern Warfare 2 which is what I’ve been doing for the past couple of weeks, so that’s why I haven’t been blogging lots and I’m late on comments. I know I know, I haven’t been updating my graphics for a while, but it’s because I’ve pretty much lost inspiration. I don’t know what to do with my layouts anymore, but there’s a new layout on the way. Anyway, Call of Duty is awesome, seriously. Yes, I’m a gamer, and I love video games, even the old school ones. I love owning noobs. If you don’t know what a noob is, I gor this definition from Urban dictionary.:

A “noob” is a person who is new or inexperienced in a subject, usually an online game. Noobs are usually annoying and excessively stupid. Do not confuse noobs with newbs, who are inexperienced players that tend to be more mature and strive to become better.
Noob: can i hav muneys pplsplsplsplzz!!11
Newb: Would you mind sparing me some money?
-LATER-
Noob: pl0x sir!! money plszzz!!!111111111
Newb: Okay. :(

That’s pretty much it.

OH MY GOSH. Okay, I need to talk about my History test, it’s absolutely ridiculous. Okay, so I got 66%, right? That’s the lowest mark I’ve ever gotten on a test, but that’s not why I’m upset. We had questions on this map that we were allowed to bring to the test, and we had to make it, and the teacher looked all of them over. Mine was the only one that got 100%, and guess what? All of the questions on the test that had something to do with the map were wrong.

All of them.

That’s ridiculous, especially this one on the physiographic regions, we had to pick a place in the Canadian Shield and write up on it, I picked a city that was just on the border of the Canadian Shield and the Great Lakes-St. Lawrence Lowlands, he marked it ALL wrong. Apparently it wasn’t in that region, well WTF! HE was the one to look over my map, and I told him that, all he said was “That’s too bad.”. I’m thinking he has favorites, because this town is a huge hockey town, and I’m not in hockey. Did I mention that he was the hockey coach? Well, all of the hockey players got higher marks than I did. Most of them are pretty stupid (no offence to them.) So that makes me mad. My parents were even mad about that when I showed them the test and the maps, but whatever. There’s not much I can do about that.

Hmph.

Oh well, bye!

Site pet from Jayy

EDIT
I drew a picture last night, or this morning at like 1, click the thumbnail to see the full picture and tell me what you think

EDIT #2
***IMPORTANT***
I’ve done a MASSIVE affie clear out, only the ones that haven’t talked to me in months/have deleted me. I think it’s unfair for people to apply, then forget about me, well, an affie is a friend, not just a link. If I’ve deleted you and you have a good reason for not staying in touch, then comment and tell me why. I’ll be reasonable, but it’s so darn annoying!

picture from here.

I honestly feel like blogging. It was just a random thought, really. Quite odd.

Anyway, this past week was Spring Break, and I’m actually frustrated with myself that I didn’t make any new content. I feel like I haven’t had any alone time, though. I slept over at my boyfriend’s house on Saturday, came home Sunday and my cousin Crystal was there. She didn’t leave until about Thursday at eight-ish (PM). That normally would have given me a couple of hours alone, but my cousin likes to stay up, all night. So every night I was going to bed around 3:30, waking up at 9:30 or 10:00 because my boyfriend stops by before work for a couple of hours, and then it repeats. So as you would imagine, I pretty much dropped on my bed and fell asleep pretty fast as soon as she left. Now I’m starting school Monday. Back to the immature ways of the boys and gossip from the girls. Greeat.

Now, that paragraph had absolutely nothing to do with the title. But this one will. :3 Lately I’ve been having a lot of problems with forgetting things, especially little things. For example, I was texting my boyfriend, and as soon as I sent a text message, I would forget what I just sent. It’s not that I wasn’t paying attention either, because I was. I was just forgetting, constantly. It would be okay if I were 70+, but I’m 14. 14! I’m still young, I shouldn’t be forgetting like this! Especially if I’m trying to get a job and really the only job to get around this small town is a waitress. D:

You know what? I’m buckling down. No offence if this is you, but I’m quite sick of getting teensy weensy comments that are like 3 sentences. I suggest that everybody go and read Nancy’s glorious article on writing comments., please. From now on, I will not answer to tiny comments! I’m sorry! :/

I’ll catch you guys later! Bye!

EDIT
I’m using a site pet from Jayy and you should really go get one. They’re adorable, and brilliant.

Well, I felt like blogging.

First of all, though, I added 13 new icons, and a new category, which is Anime.

ALSO, I feel like I kind of want to add icons to my blog from now on. I probably won’t stay with it, but it’s worth a try.

Hmm, something that really bugs me is incorrect grammar. All of the time, I’m holding myself back from correcting people with their grammar, but I don’t know why. I find that people older than me are especially bad, we’ll use my boyfriend for an example. He’ll text me saying stuff like this:
Your beautiful.
There over by the dresser.
etc, etc.

I always say something like “Honey, it’s you’RE,” or “You mean they’RE?”

Goodness, I don’t mean to complain a lot, but he’s 17 in about 2 weeks, D: Oh well, I guess. He’ll learn someday

Well, we got my bed back together! Everyone’s been asking about it, and my dad put a lot of screws in it and whatnot. So far, it’s staying together, and not squeaking as it was before.

I never quite got that wrapped around my brain, my wooden bed squeaks. I’m guessing it’s because the wood is grinding up against each other? I’m not entirely sure, but I just don’t get it. I can’t oil wood, and I can’t think of any other way to treat squeaks.

EDIT

I forgot to say, I made a video of me singing and playing piano. Watch it?